I think I'm at the age where I think about what I've achieved so far and what I plan to achieve in the next few years.
Lately I've had regrets and also spontaneous moments where I just felt like I could do everything I wanted.
I guess ultimately I want to do things that make me happy and one thing I know is that right now I am not happy.
It's tiring and tough but I'm hanging on because I believe that somehow this path will take me somewhere.
It may be naive thinking but it is the only thing I can do at this moment.



어제는 '왜 당신의 삶이 힘들이 않아야 하는가?' 라는 글을 보았다.
사실이다. 인생이 편하고 쉬우면 좋겠지만 꼭 그러라는 법은 없으니까.
힘들어도 나중에 뒤돌아보면 더 보람있고 더 가치있는 인생이 될까?
근데 나는 아직도 어린지 그냥 좀 쉬웠으면 좋겠다. 가끔씩은 좀 편해도 좋을거 같은데.